i'm the kirin
i'm the kirin
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You may call me "Gallows" or "Mello". Any pronouns.

"I've been tired, T-I-R-E-D spells it... spells it."





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Okay, this is kind of silly. I doubt that anyone will find her through this post on tumblr, but it’s the only place I haven’t invaded with my “lost posters.” Therefore, in a  matter of desperation, I decided to open this. 
Let me explain to you how important this cat is to me. As many of my followers know, I am a schizophrenic who isn’t taking medicine. I hear voices that aren’t there, I see things that aren’t there. My disposition is a distant one, I’m antisocial, my personal hygiene is something I don’t care about, and I honestly don’t give a shit about what people think of me or what happens to me. This cat, Ritsuka, came into my life a year ago after my step-dad found her mother dead beside a kitten (which was my aforementioned lost cat). We took the cat in as a family member a few weeks after our very old cat, Korean, passed away from kidney stones (we couldn’t afford the immediate $4,000 payment). Korean was a special cat to me, but he wasn’t my cat. In comes this black kitten who runs to me. I sat with it, entranced, and bonded with it for hours. Ever since then, my cat has grown with me. She sleeps on a black pillow next to mine. She answers to a specific call that I have given her. 
Though, the best part about her was the way she seemed to battle off hallucinations. Every time I’m with her, they fizz from existence - because I have something that I legitimately care about and to pay attention to. Last year, actually, the voices told me “kill yourself, kill yourself.” They wouldn’t stop. Out of impulse, I probably would have done it. But when I found a ‘cure,’ I didn’t find need for medication or self-harm. So I’ve never done it.
The cat is gone now. My heart is shattered. I refuse medication. I want my cat back.
Location: Huntersville, N.C.
Date Missing: December 1st, 2012
Collar: Brown with an aqua peace sign on it.
Tag: None.
Other: She isn’t declawed and she may have red places on her. 
Eyes: Green/yellow.
If found (or if you have any information of her), please e-mail me at dejathedragongod@yahoo.com 
It’s like losing my child. Pet detectives cost $150 at least, and I don’t have that on me.

Okay, this is kind of silly. I doubt that anyone will find her through this post on tumblr, but it’s the only place I haven’t invaded with my “lost posters.” Therefore, in a  matter of desperation, I decided to open this. 

Let me explain to you how important this cat is to me. As many of my followers know, I am a schizophrenic who isn’t taking medicine. I hear voices that aren’t there, I see things that aren’t there. My disposition is a distant one, I’m antisocial, my personal hygiene is something I don’t care about, and I honestly don’t give a shit about what people think of me or what happens to me. This cat, Ritsuka, came into my life a year ago after my step-dad found her mother dead beside a kitten (which was my aforementioned lost cat). We took the cat in as a family member a few weeks after our very old cat, Korean, passed away from kidney stones (we couldn’t afford the immediate $4,000 payment). Korean was a special cat to me, but he wasn’t my cat. In comes this black kitten who runs to me. I sat with it, entranced, and bonded with it for hours. Ever since then, my cat has grown with me. She sleeps on a black pillow next to mine. She answers to a specific call that I have given her. 

Though, the best part about her was the way she seemed to battle off hallucinations. Every time I’m with her, they fizz from existence - because I have something that I legitimately care about and to pay attention to. Last year, actually, the voices told me “kill yourself, kill yourself.” They wouldn’t stop. Out of impulse, I probably would have done it. But when I found a ‘cure,’ I didn’t find need for medication or self-harm. So I’ve never done it.

The cat is gone now. My heart is shattered. I refuse medication. I want my cat back.

Location: Huntersville, N.C.

Date Missing: December 1st, 2012

Collar: Brown with an aqua peace sign on it.

Tag: None.

Other: She isn’t declawed and she may have red places on her. 

Eyes: Green/yellow.

If found (or if you have any information of her), please e-mail me at dejathedragongod@yahoo.com 

It’s like losing my child. Pet detectives cost $150 at least, and I don’t have that on me.

posted: 1 year agowith 1,699 notes
tagged with:#Ritsuka #cat #lost #Help #amber alert 
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    I know I don’t live in NC… but…. FIND THIS CAT.
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